Dream or not to dream....

So, it's just a couple of days until this: Wotever Stockholm: Twist and Swirl!
and I'm probably not as prepared as I should be, but then, I'm not as nervous as I should be either. I do know most of the script by heart, but it's a good thing to know it a little bit better. I have written it as it's supposed to be said. I'm no good when it comes to improvising..

So, what I really wanted to tell you about is, that I've been having this really weird dreams.. Usually I don't dream about sex. I dream about romantic stuff. Like I want to give to the moon, you are everything I ever wanted and prince charming of course.. But the last few times it has been, well the normal romantic dreams but you add like tons of sex. Perfect breath taking sex. Everything I ever wanted, and more. And I have to meet the guy, I've been dreaming about, later this week. And I don't know how to handle it. He is cute, good looking, sexy, interesting, smart and fabulous... But I don't know how I will react when I see him IRL after these dreams.. All I want to do, well, all I want him to do is push me up against the wall and bite me. But that would probably not be a good idea since we won't be the only one in that room.

I won't be able to pretend that I don't feel anything, my dreams have been way to realistic for that.
And to tell him is out of the question.. I am way to shy for that...

Well, maybe I'll tell you how it went.. or not,,,